Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Book of Mormon class challenge

I am currently taking a class on the first half of the Book of Mormon here at BYU (yes, I know I was supposed to take that like 3 years ago but I didn't... Dont judge...). For each class period, my professor gives a challenge that has something to do with the topic discussed that day. Our assignment for the class is that throughout the semester we have to choose and complete 3 challenges. As I was sitting in the dungeons of the Library tonight completing my final challenge, I was really touched by what I was learning. I thought that it was not only important for me to learn but also to share with others.

This thought of sharing led me to the thought of sharing not only the spiritual things that I learn in my life but also the different leadership experiences that I gain and the fun times that I participate in. I decided to start this blog so that I could share all of the experiences that make me who I am. With that said, I decided to post the paper that I wrote for the response to the challenge so that all who choose to read this can learn from my experiences. In order to really understand the paper that I wrote, I would also considering reading this talk by Brad Wilcox.

Here is my paper:


            For my last challenge, I decided to read and respond to the Brad Wilcox talk “His Grace is Sufficient.” I thought this talk was very interesting. There were several points made that I had never considered before.
            I had never really thought about Christ paying the whole sum. I had always kind of viewed the principle of salvation as the typical I do my part and then Christ makes up for where I lack. When I was reading this talk I realized that we don’t repent because we owe Christ something. We repent because we love Christ for what he has already done. I thought about the real significance behind John 14:15 “If ye love me, keep my commandments.” It’s not about the debt that is owed to justice. It’s about the gratitude that is owed to the Savior. When I was thinking about these principles, I had a change of heart. I want to learn to follow the commandments and live the way I should out of gratitude for the Savior rather than the feeling of obligation or indebtedness. I realized that when I learn to obey through gratitude, I will feel a greater happiness in my life than when being obedient because of obligation.
            I was also really touched by the thought of not being able to see in myself what Christ is trying to create out of me. He knows my potential and knows what I need in order to reach that potential. He knows what blessings I need but also what challenges and temptations I need in order to make me into the person that he wants and needs me to be.
            I recognized that we, as a Latter-day Saint culture, have issues with saying that we are saved by grace. I thought about 2 Nephi 25:23 which says, “it is by grace that we are saved after all we can do.” I thought about that and decided to change my thinking on this subject too. I have changed my interpretation of this scripture, as far as salvation is concerned, to be more along the lines of after all things are said and done, after this life is over and there is no more chance for change, it is by the grace of Jesus Christ that we are saved. This changes the emphasis of the atonement in my mind from after my works and Christ’s grace have I met that magic salvation bar to the idea that if I have not chosen to follow Christ, then at the end it doesn’t matter what I have chosen.
            This truly is a gospel of love. I feel like Brother Wilcox is closer to the truth when he says that the Savior will be begging us to stay rather than telling us we are not worthy and must leave. The Savior loves us and wants to be with us. He is there for us now with outstretched arms just waiting for us to change and turn to him. Why would that change after this life? Why would he immediately try to start pushing us away rather than continuing his invitation “come, follow me?” I don’t think he would. He is more lovingly invested in us than that.
This challenge has helped me draw much closer to the Savior because I have a better understanding of how His grace and the atonement really work. I feel that I more clearly understand the empowering gift of the atonement rather than only the redemptive power of the atonement. I feel a greater love for Jesus Christ and the things that He has so lovingly done for me.


I know that the Savior loves each of us. He gave everything He had so that we can be happy. That is the meaning of true love.